gosh... so unluckily man... I think my chances of ever getting into Stanford are gone, if i had any in the first place... sighs.

my CT's envelope is missing somehow... I got an email telling me they didn't receive it... WTH lor... and they gave me a dead line... send it by monday... haha! as if its possible... my CT is going overseas, and well, some portions of the school report are handwritten... and they've been sent off, so no backup... hurhur... nothing i can do abt it huh? sighs... have to 任命 liao lor... what to do? :/ bah...

oh well, other than this little problem... the day has been rather good... found out tt the ipod photo is out now... haha, just have to get my dad to go down and get it if possible! yay, an early xmas pressie... :D and hmmm, watched the incredibles today... wow, what a fab movie! its so good, i think it deserves 6 stars! :) wonderful!! woo...

but its back to the books, so much to mug... haiz...

bah... hate feeling like this... when my stomach's churning and i just can't think straight or do anything cuz i just can't focus.

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ok not quite feeling like tt anymore... but i can't say i'm terribly pleased with certain things right now... hmmm... ... no one bother asking... k? yeah, i mean it.

its just one of those days... where i just can't settle down to do any work... somehow, every little thing, every song playing on the music playlist would evoke hopes, thoughts, fears and well... guess I'm just in a pensive mood now huh?

bah, dun think i shall type anything here though i feel like it... somehow it would just be a recipe for trouble cuz what's typed and published is usually misread... wonder if i do tt myself often...? maybe everyone should just be more explicit and make things simpler for everyone, its tiring to figure out what the next person is trying to say, or what he/she is really saying...

hmmm, I feel exhausted right now... :(

garr... i dun think i'll ever get sick of saying this, but exams suck!

hur... its like making me suffer instead of letting me enjoy my holidays in peace... there's so many nice things to watch on TV now lor... like American Music Awards, then Top Model, and MTV Music Awards telecast... arghhh... i would like to watch... plus, i just bought the Sims 2! and its really fun... hurhur... currently feeling guilty for squandering large portions of my time away playing! ack...

hmmm, and i feel like playing a tennis match too, i feel like looking for pple i've not seen in sometime to catch up... i wanna do everything but take exams... :P

ok, tt's quite enough... ;) i shall do a bit more work now so i can go sit in front of the TV... :P
its really funny how my parents dun care if i just lounge in front of the TV the whole day or play computer... but they seem to mind if i go out. like what's e diff? still not doing work lor... hur?!

woo, last 2 days have been so enjoyable after tiring exams on monday and tuesday... :P seriously, bio, chem and math in 2 days is just... exhausting!! ;)

hmmm, yesterday, gotta play tennis... so happy to be able to do tt after so long lor... hee, at first the rust was unbelievable...! couldn't hit anything squarely on the racket... :/ but well, backhand proved to be quite good, able to hit angles, depth with pace and consistency! :) forehand was crap, like it had been for weeks... but, i suddenly had thuis idea to go to the grass court, and so yh n cm just hit with me there for a while. cuz it was grass, i had decided to flatten my forehand, and when we returned to the hardcourts, i was hitting so much more consistently harder and deeper!! hee, dun ask me why my flat forehand can be more consistent... its strange... ;) after tt, went w yh and his mum to eat! his mum was so nice... :P haha...

k, after lunch, went to meet nick and weili for pool... bleah, i really wasn't playing well at all lor... :x hurhur... tycoed my way ard... and weili commented tt it was amusing to play with me cuz u never know what is going to happen... so true, one brilliant shot, and then another crap shot... :/ :P well, at least its entertaining la... ;)

on my way there, i went into CD Rama, trying to look for shania's greatest hit album... didn't quite find it. but just as i was walking out, realised they were playing her album, so i went to look harder and found it! yay! :) so happy to have found her greatest hit package... seems like its gonna do so well in US too... gd for her... :D

then, i got tempted by HALO 2 as well! haha, shaw has these huge booths advertising them lor... so i went to look at them... and wow, i was so tempted. after much much deliberation, i bought it... sighs, am so broke though... :( ATM no money, and overspent tt day... had to borrow... hur, must stop spending so much liao... ;) woo, the game is fun... shit, not a good time to get the game hor? ;)

haha, today's been absolutely fun too... went to cut hair... then went to those really cheap cd shops tt import their CDs from china, so they're original but cost only $5-$7?! haha... yeah la, got some chinese stuff on it, but its minimal, and if u're buying chinese CD it doesn't matter... its the same! hur... so i couldn't resist and bought 4... lol... :/

then, found the xbox 'lan shop'... was so fun lor! played all kinds of games... its not quite tt ex, though more ex than a computer lan shops... but the extremely comfortable couch thingies more than make up for the prize... :D must bring u guys there one day... so many places i wanna go! the dec hols seem too short... :(

hmmm, hang in there everyone... hope the exams are going fine for u... dun give up! jia you! :)

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arghhhhhhh....... I'm feeling freaking stupid, retarded and useless. on top of tt, i'm also feeling annoying and ugly. BAH!!!!

GRRRRRRRRRR! :( sighs...